Thursday, July 31, 2008

I Got the blues today



I think most days I do pretty well but today I feel kinda sad. Not sure why I try to keep busy cuz you know what they say about an idle mind... Just sometimes everything that has been bothering me crushes in on me all at once! And I think cuz I am here so far away from everyone I know, my family and my friends I feel alone, and that is really absurd cuz I am not alone I have my husband and my kids, but sometimes you need someone else to talk to. Do you ever feel that way? Maybe one reason I am sad is because my side of the family is having a family reunion and I can't go. It doesn't look like I will be able to visit this year and I really had hoped to be able to. It worries me because my parents are both getting older and I haven't seen them for several years! I know I will work out the feelings I am having today but I wanted to write some down, like my sis Heather says kinda a journal but it is very public but I am not going to let that bother me cuz I got enough bothering me already! I am gonna run and try to find something to do to make me feel better, like scrapbooking! :O) Love ya all Love Sharon

4 comments:

Barnes Family said...

Sharon! Don't be blue! I love ya and if I could I would come visit you. I'll just have to give you a cyber hug! Oh wait I don't know what the symbol is for that. Well, I love ya! You can call me anytime you wanna chat!
Loves!!

bethysmiles said...
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bethysmiles said...

Ahhh yes, I know where you're coming from! Sometimes, you just want those people you know will have your back NO MATTER WHAT! I would so love to live close to everyone, so that I could just go and see people whenever I felt like it...but you know, absence makes the heart grow fonder too...so once I were to get close enough to everyone to visit alot I would want the opposite of what I want now...LOL! Anyway, I want you to know I love you, and you're thought of every day! I love you blog too...and it's so great to hear how you're feeling and to see what is going on in your life, even if it isn't every breath you take day to day, it's still nice to have some small glimpse...LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE 2 U! OH hey, how about we do a group cyber hug...heather and me and you...yay!

bethysmiles said...

That deleted comment was me, I misspelled something and I didn't know it would do that, sowwy sharon! LUV YA